6/11/14: A Not-So-Great Start

     Well, today kind of sucked. I was feeling drowsy literally all day, I haven't even gotten out of the house, even though I had plans with like 3 different people. The only good thing about today was the fact that I woke up to a text from my girlfriend, who I haven't gotten to see recently. We ended up getting into another argument, I feel like things always fall apart between, us, but I think the first month or so of a relationship is supposed to be rough, I can tell that things will get better, these things take time. at about 2 PM I decided to do something productive and started drawing, I was making one of the best drawings I had ever conjured up on a computer, and LITERALLY 2 SECONDS AWAY FROM SAVING, Flash CS5 fucking quit on me. After I saw the spinning wheel of death, I knew what my fate was. I leaned back, looked at the computer screen go black, and then I only sighed deeply (And then ranted about it here). The rest of the day I practiced piano, trying to get the hang of alternate chords because I'm trying to figure out how to play the chord progression for Origin by Savant (A REALLY GOOD SONG!). I was going to go out to a friends, but my mom is nowhere to be seen.. Maybe I should work on my online driver's course (or nah). This day could've been a lot better, that's for sure. I think all I need to do is get my girlfriend to not be so mad at me, then I might feel better. I WAS going to feel a hell of a lot better after I finished my drawing, but then the lord came unto thee and said "Nigga, I'm about to kick you straight in the John" and proceeded to kick at his full might. Because I stayed inside all day today, the only picture I ended up taking was a progress pic of the drawing I was making near the beginning before my project fucking croaked on me. Oh well,  all I'm looking forward to today is a text from my girlfriend that says "I forgive you.", but that's probably not going to happen tonight. Writing things down into this does help increase my memory of my day though, because in the end, this blog is for ME to remember my life from my perspective, not some social network's view on me.  Hmm... I think I'll go get McDonalds, that 'oughta' cheer me up! (And Besides, the picture I took of the drawing still looks good, and it wasn't even original artwork, just a trace. At the end of the day, I got some good practice =) )